Not To Be Expected
One evening before Youth
Fellowship I found
Some organ pipes on the floor, and
knelt beside them,
Singing “Long Tall Sally” into one.
Meanwhile,
I signed my name with a finger in
the dust
Of the nubbled concrete. No one
had ever done
These things at once. No one would
ever do them.
That was a fusty basement room in
St. Luke’s.
Why this recollection on the bank
of this brook?
Less strange to remember a poem by
Robert Frost,
Whose brook runs out of song and
speed come June.
The one I’m looking at has never
sung,
Has never run. It barely crawls at
ice-out,
And by now, mid-May, its water’s
long since gone.
What’s new? Not much. It does this
every year.
Snow melts, the freshets feed it,
then it dies.
The barn opposed across the way...
Enough
Of Frost, irrelevant here, where a
barn leans sideways
In a field of weeds. It needs refurbishment,
Which it won’t get. The sills are rotted,
walls
All splayed like a doomed doe’s
legs on ice.
Did someone stand in the mow, golf
clubs in hand?
Unlikely. How on earth did that dimpled
ball,
Egg-like below me, find its nest
of dried algae?
Nothing’s to be expected, never
was.
Consider, say, some so-called
normal couple,
And ready yourself to hear of odd
behavior.
One may raise chinchillas, one
love tango.
We wonder, Who’d expect it? Answer:
no one.
I labored to be unique when I was
young,
But what of my uncle, who’d listen
to the Ring
Of the Niebelung while plucking his farmyard geese?
It was just what he did, not
striving to be eccentric.
His brother, my father, served a
tough stint as a soldier,
Regular army, Europe, World War II.
So why did he love to sing old
navy tunes?
Search me. Search him. He hated
all salt water.
I smell his bay rum now as I
recall him,
And contemplate a ball in withered
muck,
And note a certain barn,
gap-toothed, neglected,
And conjure Robert Frost, a
favorite author,
And remember trying to sing like
Little Richard–
Now what, I ask you, what can be
expected?
Hello Sidney Lea,
ReplyDeleteMy favorite two things to say, as a younger person, were: 1) Who'd a thunk it? and 2) "Nothing ever happens but the unforeseen." In fact, in a variety of forms, they remain favorites, though I say them less and merely observe them more. Thank you for your generosity in sharing this new poem. I loved it. Pamela Wagner
Dear Pamela:
ReplyDeleteI hope you see this. I had missed it. I am most grateful for your generous and accurate comment. Be well, SL